Friday, March 15, 2013

March 15th, 2013

I've just been feeling down for the last week or so.  I feel like there is so much stress in my life I don't even know what to try to concentrate on.  My 7 month old is getting fitted for a helmet next week because of a flat spot on his head, my mother-in-law is making stress every way she can, and when my husband tries to deal with her, she just claims it me, of course money (or the lake of it) and then there is the matter of my husband being a woman, that is always looming in the back of my mind.  I have a support group that I have built up, my husband,  my mom, and several close friends.  But none of them understand.  They can't even begin to understand what I'm going through.  I want to cry all the time. in fact writing this is bringing on the tears that I've been holding back all week.  I so wish that I could just find 1 person who is going through something like this to talk to.  Someone who has to deal with the regular stresses of family life with this mixed in.  

I try to talk to my husband about it, and he wants to help, but he just never knows what to say.  I don't think it helps that right now I can't even express what is stressing me out more.  I so want to get out of this funk, but I don't know how.  I feel lost, alone, and like I'm just going through the motions of the day.  I try to get out of the house and keep the kids involved with their friends, and I get a nice distraction for a few hours, but then I just come home, and I'm right back to feeling like crap.  

I did finally contact a therapist.  My husband promised me (after the first week couple of weeks) that he would find us someone to talk to about all of this, and I just got more upset about it because I knew he wouldn't follow through with it.  He forgets about promises like that all the time, he means well I know.  He even got my hopes up after he promised, the next day he was trying to look up someone we could go to.  But thats as far as he ever got.  I found the therapist though a LGBT rights group that had the therapist listed on a group of local business that was LGBT friendly.  She got back to me right way, but her assistant was suppose to contact me about costs, and she hasn't gotten back to me yet.  

Its so early on, and there arn't any more changes planned for several years, but I'm having a hard time deal with this, so how am I suppose to deal with the big changes.  

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