April 24, 2013

I've just been feeling really down lately.  There isn't really one thing in particular about it all that is upsetting me, just that its happening I guess.  I debated about telling my husband that I was feeling upset last night, cuz I didn't think it would change anything about my mood, but thought maybe it would help.  Well it didn't really, it just reminded me that there really isn't he could say or do to help with this.  We cuddled and he offered to talk about things, but I didn't even know where to start talking about stuff.  So instead of feeling any better, I just felt a little worse that he couldn't help at all.  I know hes trying, and honestly I don't know what he could have done different so its not his fault, I just want him to be magic I guess.  We never use to have this problem, and that just frustrates me more.  I think its going to be a long day.